So once again I've been a bad blogger.  It's been a month since I last posted and I feel bad about that.

I found out today that I really should stay away from cheese.  I'm not going to gross you out with any details, just going to say that I have my proof.  And cheese is one of my most favorite things ever so that's hard for me to admit.

I've been craving a lot of kiwi and a lot of shrimp.  I looked them up.  Shrimp has a lot of selenium which helps with thyroid function and that has to do with the metabolism.  The kiwi has a lot of potassium in it which helps the muscles.  So I figure it has something to do with the extra working out that I've been doing.

Though the weather hasn't helped my running much.  I have improved my fastest time from a 10 min 38 sec mile to a 9 min 3 sec mile, but I haven't been getting to do much running.  It's been too cold, even though spring was supposed to have started already.

I think the worst part of all of this, though, is that even though I am actually in a size 12, I look down and I see a size 20 body still.  I'm at my target size more than a year ahead of schedule, but I still feel fat and disgusting.  And I don't know what to do to change that.  Though having a gut that still sticks out further than my boobs doesn't help but I'm not 100% certain how to get rid of that without doing a whole lot of sit ups.

I have a year to figure it out though.