I haven't posted to this in almost a year.  I've been lazy, not going to lie.  I haven't been watching my calories and I haven't been exercising.  I had to go back to Pizza Hut full time because things happened that made it so that I lost the job at Einstein.  Because of this, I am unable to go on the trip that I had been planning for two years.  On top of that, my daughter was accepted to and got a scholarship for a boarding school in LA and is required to be there the same weekend as Dragon Con so that means I won't be able to go to Dragon Con until 2018 at the absolute earliest.  That gives me plenty of time to save up, right?

I noticed recently that I've gotten back up to a size 14.  This is all because I stopped trying.  I stopped working out and I stopped eating right and I haven't really cared about what happens to me.  This is a BAD place to be in, no doubt.  I know what I need to do and I still haven't done it.

I left 24 Hour Fitness.  They were charging me $40 a month for a membership that I wasn't really using because it was all the way on the other side of town and very inconvenient to get to.  I changed to a gym that is literally right across the street from where I work and it's only $10 a month.  And yet I still haven't used it.  This time it's all an excuse.  It's convenient, it's easy to get to.  All I have to do is either wake up early so I can work out before work or head over after work.  I have not been doing this.  Laziness has set in as well as apathy.  All of this because I no longer have a specific goal to work toward.

I know that all of that needs to change and yet I am doing nothing to change it.  I keep coming up with excuses.  I need to stop doing that.